My World

Boohoo...

2010-11-29T10:09:00.000-08:00

Good times, bad times.

Today is one of those bad times. But then again, it'll pass and I believe God will heal my wound for me. :D Then, I'll be able to smile for the world again. :D

5 days and counting till Kelly comes home to Kuching. YAY!!!
Meaning 7 days and counting till my finals. *shudders*

Done!

2010-11-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

Done all my assignments for this semester. Now, just have to study, study, study. IT website assignment has taught me to love spending just a tad more time on this blog to make it a whole lot more professional looking.

So, how's my new webpage design?? I'm giving it a shot since I can't blog too much after spending 3 consecutive days finishing up my website. If you wana have a look...this is my IT website.

I'm getting a hang of HTML now, so it might be a little easier for some areas that normal composing can't do. But I think it's still much easier using the usual way of typing. =)

Being very random, but I was scouting my OWN blog and guess what I found? This old post...First TimeI mean, wow! Did i mention that I just passed my driving test a few days ago? What a coincidence! =P

P/S Notice the links to other pages and stuff. I think it's so cool!! Learnt it for my IT subject. At least I use it for something right?

2010-10-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

Whenever I think of finishing up my website assignment, I come here and blog instead. Talk about procrastination. I didn't want to update this blog cause "I had better things to do". And now, this seems like a better thing to do than finishing up my website, which is kinda true cause I can rant about anything I want. =)

I went for a public speaking workshop earlier today. And so now i wonder, it's not like I haven't spoken in front of people before, but why does it feel terrible different and harder to point out your view than any normal usual time??hmmm...haha guess tht'a why peopla actually have clubs for you to train those "oh-so-needed" skills.

HTML-easy?

2010-10-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

Am learning how to use HTML for my web assignment.

IT'S KILLING ME!

Didn't know it could be this hard. Somehow it's different on wordpress than on normal notepad and stuff. This is confusing. You can't even use CSS on Wordpress......

Wow....it has been too long

2010-10-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'm starting a new blog for my IT subject and it's got me thinking about my very much neglected blog here. It's very much neglected indeed, till the point where I didn't know what HTML is, let alone CSS scripting. But, no matter, I'm learning something new.

An aspect I've been doing much of late.

Maybe when I have time(hmmm....) i will actually do something about my blog. Now, to learn more about blogs and get busy like a bee doing the silly blog, which I have no idea where to start even though I have blogged before. Dang, I blame it on those people who demand so much out of our blogs. We have to design it and blog in 5 weeks. ANd it has to come of looking profesional and all those.

Wish me luck in my blog.

Wow...

2009-06-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

I got headache twice in two days...

I got nosebleed three times in two days.

I got big appetite last few days.

And so,

I predict is the hormonal change in my body...

Cause i got my period recently...hehe. DOts. But seriously,

I learn in Bio wan..or maybe somewhere else.

You get more headaches and weird eating habit.

Well, maybe the nosebleed nothing to do with it.

But, i predict it's caused of the hot hot hot weather.

Random.
Why are people comparing nowadays?
Rob Pattison and Taylor Lautner(isin't this a girl's name...gosh just realise...)
Zac Efron Vs Lucas Till
Wondering what name suits me besides my own name.
Elaine says some guy-ish name.
Any suggestions??haha

Btw..
MILLION CONGRATS TO OUR
CHORAL SPEAKING TEAM
FOR GETTING FIRST~!
I KNOW HOW MUCH CHORAL SPEAKING MEANS...
ALL THE FOND MEMORIES...
AH! BLISSFUL TIMES...

Back To School...

2009-06-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to post something before i go back to school, back to being busy, lazy-to-update-blog mood.

Well, did my Add Maths project in one night. Wee for internet...!!!

Can't wait for Sean to come home! Then, we can go watch Transformers together.Ah, blissful! =P

Oh, wait.

That's more like it.
We're all going together!=P
Hopefully everyone finish exam by then..
So,
Happy studying and good luck to all the exam people,
cause I don't have exam now!=P
Hope you come out alive..

Gosh,
I read Abigail's blog..
Taylor Lautner is HOT
Robert Pattison doesn't come close in comparison..
Well, much hotter than i thought.
Wasn't he suppose to be a normal looking guy?
Jacob is going to be one reason I'm watching New Moon..nyehehe

Oh Gosh...

2009-06-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

I just deleted my whole post when i was almost done.
Tired and lazy.
Guess i'll just post one thing.

That's me on a double bike for the first time.
One tip for those who can't ride bikes.
DO NOT try a double bike.
If you think it's easier than riding a normal bike.
Think again.
You're wrong.
It's 10 times harder.
Just to get started is so hard.
But i made it!!!!!!!!!
YAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

I just found this thing called the undo button...
How can i be so dumb sometimes....
Feel like pulling my hair...

Reminiscing...

2009-06-01T23:48:00.001-07:00

This past few months brought about many events.

For what it's worth, a few of my cousins came back from abroad for a short holiday. We had a little family gathering and took the first family picture we have had in a while. The last one was when i was in Primary school, ho..? Or was it even earlier? Not quite sure. Anyways...

Family Members...i always get to sit in front. So privileged right?

A few committee pics i have..Well, they are also my family...

Actually, i just wanted a reason to put up a pic of me..hehe.

I'm going youth camp moro. Ah, blissful beach here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!hehe. random.

Some other pictures these few months (that i have and have my face)....

Yes, of course i marched for the last time during my school's annual Sports Day. That's me. The placard holder. With the 2 pony tails. And a forbidden smile.hehe, loved it! So proud when many spectators praised our good marching this year, considering the limited practice time. So, many thanks to everyone in the platoon who made this possible! =P

I even ran....hehe. This time, i had a line of supporters at the track. So special right? Thanks peeps who were there watching me. Cheering for me under the hot sun...=P

Teachers' Day was a blast...though we had a few umm... bad moments. Its was great to hear that the teachers enjoyed themselves thoroughly.

Yeah, many friends celebrated their birthdays while i was on blogging leave. So,

Happy Birthday Abigail!

Your birthday celebration was a celebration of our first time in Senso. So, cheers! =P

Then, we HAD to celebrate Ah Lip's birthday... and i think everyone knows why...hehe.kidding..
Happy Burpday Ah Lip!

Fish's birthday party was at her house. Gotta say, i definitely wouldn't mind visiting her house again...

Happy Birthday too, Fish!

Of course there were other birthday girls...and guys. Happy Birthday to all who had their celebration while i was away from civilisation. =P

We had fire drill 2 days before the hols started. Pn. E and Miss Susie (Puan E actually) potong steam when they came in and told us...So we knew and therefore, could even take a picture before we left the Music Room.

My last pic of the day, i found last night form Andrea's blog.
No need for explanations here... so enjoy the holidays, and Happy Gawai.
Also, study hard for those people who are sippose to study (i think I'm included)...

First Time

2009-06-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

This is the first time i woke up at 6am. On a Sunday.

And then went to sleep at 6am the next day.

And then, woke up at 6pm the same day.

hahaa...lame right?

I didn't even send my brother off cos i was sleeping.

Well, i haven't updated in a long long time. Now, Gossip Girl Season 2 has come to an end. Gosh, i only watched it last night. Haha...love the ending.

Chuck Bass made me drop my phone! hehe...stupid part where he left Blair...shesh man. And Season 3 is coming out on August 31. If it lasts till Spm how ho? So painful not being able to watch it. I think i will still watch anyways...

I also found out that I'm a sadist. Man, i watched the part Chuck left Blair again...truly a sadist la. I always watch the sad moments...

Results...

2009-05-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

HeHe........I got top ten.

Guess what no?

Ten...

haha...

I got to eat porridge as a reward...

Little happenings...

2009-03-11T00:45:00.000-07:00

Today in class, we were busy preparing for our BM Oral.
This is how we start

Maryann : Hei. Apa khabar?
Amanda: Hei.
Marilyn: Hello.
Kim and Elaine : *smile*

Imagine people actually saying that...I think it only exists in the world of Bm Oral where everytime your oral will start with the same catch phrases.

And only during Oral do you suddenly meet up out of nowhere and talk about gejala sosial, and whatever stuff that you only write in you essay.

I mean, who actually meets up and talk about why people melepak? They're most probably doing the same thing...haha lame la.

And only doing Oral does one person talk non-stop for so long and the rest just keep quiet and "listen" attentively. What an odd atmosphere that only comes during Bm Oral.

I'm on a reading frenzy. I have read three books after exam till now. BIG achievement, ok? Well, some people like Alicia would say it's not.

Maryann : *reading Hunky DOry by Jean Ure*
Alicia : Are you reading that book?
Maryann : Yea, why? It's nice what.
Alicia : Yea, nice if you're in PRIMARY school.
Maryann : Hey, i found it at the back of the class. The Form 2 wan.

Haiya...i like reading these kind of books le. They are really funny ler.
I read Nancy Drew and am reading So Little Time. So hardworking that i am following what Principal ask us to do. Hehe.
So proud of myself wor.

Dunno what else to write.

A Comeback Of....

2009-03-10T07:44:00.001-07:00

I actually don't have a title to put on.NOW.

I have no idea why i'm writing this post. I think it's so that people do bother to visit my blog.
Think i'm just gonna pen down(or type) so random thoughts. I can't gather them and put them into a specific bag. They just want to run around in freedom after the exams.

I am at the moment worried about my future after Form 5.

" We should enjoy Form 5. It's our last year together in secondary school".
...yet.....
"Don't think exam finish mean you can relax. Must study ar. Spm only.....8 more months away you know".
Basic life contradictions.....I'm addicted to this word!!Life and it's contradictions..haha

You can buy a posessions, but you can't buy health.
You can buy a house, but you can't buy a home.
You can buy pills, but you can't buy health.
You can buy a person, but you can buy love.
And you definately can't buy ME!

-Heard part of it during Sunday sermon and made some up with Kelly-
-Learning to write sources..do you know it's actually very important??! Imagine below your homework you write "This Add Math Passage is copied from Amanda Voon."

Went to watch Pink Panther 2.
Super funny! a Must watch for exam people...must relieve stress....
But then again, it promotes positive stress. Learnt that from EST. I FEEL a little smarter.
So, to relieve stress or promote stress? That is the question.

YAY!

GG IS BACK!

Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 18 is here, at last! I waited for Many weeks which felt like gamillion centuries...well, not really la but it was long.

Story of the scandalous lifes of Manhattan's elite.
People who wear simple-y fabolous things to go to school.

Finally,...

Hair...again?!

2009-02-26T03:43:00.000-08:00

Speaking about hair...I just realise i forgot to mention that i cut my hair..

Chinese New Year...i feel a lot darker..

Well... actually right, i dun have picture of my new hair.
But, it looks something like this.

If cannot see properly, here is another picture.

Hehe. I actually put that so that you can see more of ME!=P nyehehe.
My now hair shorter la...

We took our individual pictures today.. i think(really really want) to retake. Argh! My ugly hair. I was so not ready ok....

Good thing we taking class picture again. I looked as if i put down my hair. It was horrible. Thanks for the nice people(ELaine) who took the trouble so we colud retake. Haha. Feeling a little kind and appreciative now.

My first exam coming up.
"Someone" aim me and said i have to get 70++ for Physics. Sighs.
Not that i wouldn't mind getting good results.
Just thta, WAVES are confusing.
They just seem to twist and turn, causing you to drown in the...waves.
Bit blur now.
Don't actually know what i'm talking about.

FYi,,....i like my hair now. Can tie into pig tails. So fun la.
Been waiting for this oppurtunity for a long time....

Gel...

2009-02-22T04:46:00.000-08:00

I can make gel-ly. As in jelly...ok lmao. nvm. But, seriously i can.

ANyways...what i wanted to write was...Hair gel.

This is Hair gel.

So, i was introduced to Hair gel a few years ago when my bro brought him home.
Unfortunately, my bro left him to 'rot' cause apparently Hair gel was not working for him.
So, just now i saw Hair gel looking awfully miserable, all covered with dust.
I decided to try la...Who knows with my short hair i can do wonders.
So, i took some and tried. Then, i thought not enough so i put some more.

Result, fail le.It embarrassing to even take picture.
Maybe I just don't know how to put.
Maybe my hair still too long.
Silly thing doesn't even have procedure...guide thing.
How do you expect people to know how to use?!
Or maybe just me....
SIgh.

Prefect Picture now...

2009-02-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

I know this is Form 4 wan pic.
But then right,
This year wan is completely the same,
Same people(got extra peep la), same uniform, same place even...
Only one year difference....

Class Picture........

2009-02-20T02:22:00.000-08:00

I don't like it.
Even though i have not seen it.
Ish.
Why, oh why do i have to stand at the back le?
Short people are supposed to be standing IN FRONT...
Some people just had to put me out of the limelight...
i was standing on the front row le....middle again wor.... sigh.

Oppsss...............

2009-02-18T05:20:00.000-08:00

So contradicting la me. My last post was that my blog is not dead anymore and then I didn't write for a month! It's so cun la. Really really ONE MONTH! Just thought of updating cause I'm waiting for my brother to come online, and remembered about the existence of my blog after the Lip Yi incident today. Haha. Not saying anything about that .....

New Phone!

2009-01-19T03:26:00.000-08:00

In case you were wondering if my blog was dead...............it is no more!

It's alive and i got a new phone!

Happy Belated New Year Everybody!- Part 1 (I'm too lazy...)

2009-01-19T02:38:00.000-08:00

WOhho....so late. Now it' snot even the right time for me to blog. I have 3 essays to write, 2 to pass up moro and i haven't even got started. Just that whenever i see Andre's blog, i realise how much i neglect mine, so here i am. Haha.

Form 5 is just like that....

So i just wana reflect back on some things i di during Form 4 that made it a wonderful year.

My firsts' in 2008:

1. First time i went fishing

2. I went out of town with my friends...

St. Teresa's Choral Speaking Team 08

3. I climbed Mount Santubong

Me, Andrea and Kelly at the peak!=P

4. Went out with a teacher...just to go out.

Mr D. wan farewell...steamboat.

5. Ate KFC in class....(the only time my class is a Science Lab)

Our class made some money and we got KFC!

6. Went for karoake...

7. Visited the Children's Cancer Ward

8.

Leftover...

2008-12-05T07:07:00.001-08:00

NObody wana eat!
I was so kind to bring back food from the barbeque we had in school arr.
And noone want to eat.
Well my daddy ate one sausage.
hehe.
My mum ask me why i didn't bring home more since got so much leftovers.
And guess what?
She didn't even wana eat.
Hmmph!
So now i am just eating by my miserable self,
gopping down FIVE sausages and one chicken....wing.
If i know don't bring home so many arrr...
Then i don't have to finish it.
Oh well....
i finally finish them...
My stomach feels a little weird.
Maybe i should sleep soon...

Tagged by Elaine and Andrea

2008-12-03T03:09:00.000-08:00

Before i carry on...i just wanted the world to know that i did this twice. Hint hint. Have pity on me. haha
The Self

[01] Name:
Maryann

[02] Nickname:
Mary..?

[03] Marital status:
Single

[04] Zodiac Sign:
Leo

[05] Gender:
Female

[06] Age:
16

[07] High School:
St. Teresa

[08] University:
No idea.

[09] Height:
Short. I am at least 5 feet.

[10] Weight:
No idea too.

[11] Do you like yourself:
I love myself to bits...=P

[12] Piercings:
On my ears..

[13] Right or left:
I'm a right-handed person if that's what you mean..?

[14] Are you a freak:
haha! i'm a freak-o...jkjk

[15] Hair:
Black

[17] Allergic:
You!=D

[18] What are you doing now:
Answering this, duh~ watching movie too

[19] What will you do 1 hour later:
Think of how sad it is that i don't get to dinner with my freinds cos my mum just suddenly didn't let me. Talk about mood swings...or mind swings?..

[20] What will you do 10 years later:
Something i like doing.? =)

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents:
Parents..meaning mum AND dad.

[22] Siblings(including you):
3- My bros n i

[23] Eldest:
Ian

[24] Youngest:
Me!

[25] Love/hate your family:
Love of course!=)

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half?
well..wanted to put yes. Cos i'm a whole person. But yeah...haha. Lame rite? But don't you think it's kinda true? It's not like your a half...?

[27] If yes, who is he/she:
??

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
The one God prepared for me thou I do hope it's him.. Wish i could be brought to the future! lol! Then everything will be clear.[qoute elaine] Mine's simple. Me!

[29] Time(s) you in relationship:
hmmm.....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000):
Nope. Super kuai wan.

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000):
Ppl don't woo me. Haha.

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half:
Irrelevent man.. It's like asking yourself whther you have done anything wrong....to yourself?

[33] What was/were the wrong(s) you had done:
...speechless

[34] Ever argued with your other half:
Aha...yea sure. Imagine arguing with myself. Go 7th mile lo by then.

[35] You have been with your other half since:
The day i was made?..haha. Sounds wrong somehow

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo:
Of course I'm straight. Or maybe a little bengkok.

[37] Reasons you love your other half:
Because of many reasons and i don't know where to start from.

[38] You and your other half are in which stage:
We are one!

[39] Who woo-ed? Him/ her or you?
?

[40] Ever think of marrying him/her:
NO....!

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend:
No idea.

[42] Your first enemy:
None.

[43] The friend you love the most:
I love them all!

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only):
None.

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend:
hmm... *thinks long long..* I think they are all really beautiful.. =)

[46] Your most handsome guy friend:
Noone.. =P

[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most:
The ones who backstab their friends? And act like it's normal? No idea. Just as long as you don't treat me wrong...haha

[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most:
The kind that cheats on a girl..

[49] Have you ever fallen in love with your close friend before:
Nope...

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover:
Huh?

[51] If your friend backstabs you:
Wow..Don't even wanna imagine what i'll do.

[52] If your friend betrays you:
Isin't it about the same as the last question?

[53] If your friend woos your lover:
WOw. Hmmm.. what to do ho? If he doesn't fall for her, then haha for her. If he does, i'll show him what he's missing...haha.

[54] If your friend falls in love with you:
Hmmm...? unimaginable.

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend:
Puh-lease. I'm far from being a lesbo

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student:
So totally super kuai wan.

[57] Have you always done your homeworks/assignments:
haha!I always try my best to. =P

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:
They all equal. No comment...haha

[59] Always late to school/college:
Total embarrassment if i go school late. I like demerit myself...

[60] Your class:
Irreplacable!

[61] You love your seniors:
Yeah..?

[62] Senior whom you love the most:
None la..all the same

[63] Your classmates good/bad:
Hmm.. good kua. Like me.I'm a good influence ma.=)

[64] Excellent results classmate:
Nabila and Marilyn

[65] Laziest classmate:
Definately not me...haha. SO hardworking wan arr me

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people:
Everyone's smart. Just what you make of your smartness is what makes you different. Haha...

[67] Stupid people:
...

[68] Good looking people:
Lots!

[69] Ugly people:
...

[70] Funny people:
Ppl...

[71] Cute people:
Babies...

[72] Bad people:
...

[73] Honest people:
Lots..

[74] Acting people:
Don't no have no idea what i'm suppose to answer.

[75] You are what kind of people:
Me.?Kuai.

[76] Lip or eyes:
Lip Yi? Lip Ice(as in lip eyes?)...kkk nvm. i don't get it too

[77] Hugs or kisses:
You wana give me ha?

[78] Shorter or taller:
I wana be taller la...dunno what question mean...

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous:
No understand again...

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms:
Well...i have neither if that's what your asking..

[81] Listener or talker:
Both.We have mouth and ears for a reason you know..

[82] Romantic or rich:
Anything.

[83] Good wife or Good mother:
I'm neither.

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get married:
Whenever..

85] Numbers of kid(s):
3?...Or maybe 2. Can fit in taxi. Nyehehehe. So lame man...

[86] Career:
You wouldn't believe me if i told you.

[87] Salary:
Depends on my job le...

[88] Retirement age:
When i become lazy to work...

[89] Value of properties:
Huh?..

[90] Wishes:
Grow taller.

THE TAGS
Everyone who hasn't done this and feel like doing it....

Wow. Can't believe i actually finish!

This day...

2008-12-01T04:40:00.000-08:00

I am in a bad mood.
People just seem to be getting on my nerves.
I think i need to do something to release anger.
Haha. Reminds me of the Fiona incident in Form 2.

http://maryannchang.blog.friendster.com/2005/09/fionakill-fiona/

Oh wells.
I can't seem to think of anything to write about nowadays.
Either that or i'm toooooo lazy.
Buahaha.

wOwiE

2008-11-13T19:58:00.000-08:00

While looking through my previous post, i realise...

There are only THREE guys in all the pictures.

Mr. David in 2 pics( i hope he is proud of that...?) haha
Mr. Teo
Kelly's brother...

Wow or not? Girl's school....? Is that why...?haha

Friends.... =P

2008-11-12T02:56:00.000-08:00

Well, since EVERYONE has wrote something about the last day of school, i begged to differ.
To wrap it up, the last day of school 2008 was DEFINITELY A BLAST! wHy?!!

Because of the invaluable friends ( and teachers..=P) there to share those moments with us.

So here's to all my friends!
Love ya lots!...? haha. so un-me.

My school friends....

Class of 4Sc1 08! XD

Of course i also love my other school friends la......

Choral Speaking team 08! One of the biggie things that made Form 4 life so memorable..

Choral Speaking team in Sibu. WE ROCKED SIBU OFF ITS FEET!!!=O

Being a prefect definitely has its bittersweet moments..

And then of course there is Interact...and its suddenly a lot of activities....

Interact Ingoing and Outgoing committee....

And of course...

Never forgetting RC. It has been the busiest year yet!

And not forgetting ISCF...hehe

And there are also other unforgettable moments, like.......

Debate! Our very own school team taking picture in ummm...somewhere..?

Our rocket team in Mr. David's puny Kenari (well...i mean it colud hardly fit us la...not that small)

Merdeka Day celebration. Well, how should i put it? Guess it was a particularly interesting day...

Mount Santubong climb. Us three at the peak! * I think someone is missing, i.e. Kim!*

If some of you are guessing what this is.....
It's a DNA model made of recycled stuff.......hehe

My very 1st karoake experience! XD

Chemistry PEKA..hehe

And of course there's also Prefects' Night...

Prefect Councils...

There are also a couple of on-going camps..in chronological order....

National CF Conference at Cameron Highlands...March 08

Next...one month later

April 08

US! can find a similar pic in the Looking Glass thanks to Ah Lip!

Church camp...me being buried. Well, i had no other pic. The rest are not very nice...

Then, we have

Leadership Camp 08 (Red Crescent)..i have no pic. This one even more miserable. haha.

We also had a couple of birthday celebrations round the year, especially during the beginning of the year...

At Jaz's party

Marie's party...

And also Marilyn wan birthday outing which i cannot get pictures of. Oh wellis. haha

Also,

my first CNY visiting with school friends..

Yet Soong's house...

I am tired. So i will stop now.
Of course, they are other parts to this post....like my church friends and undoubtedly my family.
That will have to wait.
Wana get back to watching my anime...
hehe.

Final words,
I, like you guys out there, will cherish all the memories we shared together forever.
Thanks for a great year!
Without you, it wouldn't have been have the fun...or even fun at all!
Looking forward for another year...( Form 5 isin't really the time to do that, is it? )haha

P/s REMEMBER THE MEMORIES WE MADE TOGETHER,
BUT DON'T BE AFRAID TO MAKE MORE!

recognise this Franzie?

cHEERS!=p

Hmmm...

2008-11-06T04:29:00.000-08:00

1st thing... Barack Obama won election! =P. Not that i actually really care. I just foind out that some of my friends actually do care. Felicia uses his name as her tribal chant now. Haha. I only know about him cos of BM tuition. I'm sure Bhaluddin super the very happy cos he won.

2nd thing...I'm SO happy that i actually got no.12! =P hehe. Thank God!

3rd thing...i remembered i have a list of things to jot down. Now i can't think of anything. Hmmm..
Try again..........

3rd thing...I;m not going any where this holidays. Sad. I think i wana borrow my aunts mahjong now. haha.

4th thing... gossip girl is SO NICE! =P

5th thing... i lazy wana write liao. No mood. haha. Maybe i just put up some pictures la. Super the angry right now so i don't wana write anything.

WOW!!! HOT! Hot! Sizzling..........haha. Went through my old pics and saw this. Damn hot wan........ WOOHOOO. I so long don't watch Bleach la....

Haha. Hitsugaya so hot right? Compared to Kon? haha. I still cna't imagine why Maxine actually like Kon. WORST possible character to like. Maxine and her sometimes weird taste. Pity Pity!

Did i say i was angry right now? Its an understatement. I am super duper the angry x10000 gamillion angry, mad, furious right now. Just wana go some where to calm down. My chosen destination is well....

SABAH!!!!! I wana go climb mountain, dive in the deep blue sea and enjoy the breeze. A paradise for me! Haha. Anyone wana take me? Though i might not be fit enough to climb mountain to the top now la. hehe. O. Got seafood to eat too. That need to bring the Kuching tam chiak Council or KTC, especially Elaine who loves seafood. hehe.

PLan to go there la with friends. I think come back sure pok kai wan. haha. Everyday eat sea food only. Go water-skiing and play water sports la. Then go climb mountain la. Go scuba-diving and see fish la. Dreaming a bot too far. haha. Crap la. Gona miss my friends when we go off.

One big happy family........or not? haha.

That's all la. Lazy liao.

Cheers. =P

Marilyn Voon Kai Wen! xD

2008-11-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

Marilyn at her 15th birthday...

Me and Marilyn during rocket practice. Hehe...

HaPpY BirThdAY!!!!!

All the best and have another year full of life! Enjoy!

P/s Do you really need to start a study plan when you got no. 2? haha

Cheers! =P

61 more days......

2008-11-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

61 more days to new year.

WOW! =P

Meaning... form 5 year is so near. I knew it was near but....61 more days?

Looking at my last post... Picturing the time when everyone was happily taking pictures for our PMR results reminds me of the many things that happened throughout this year. This things i did.
Especially, though, the things i did not do. And have come to regret.

Realising too that we will never be able to stop regretting things in life. But, the best way is to know that in everything we do, there is a choice and we have made that choice. So we should live it to the best we can.

Letting go of the past, grasping the future and enjoying the present. That's why it's called a gift. The present.

Reminiscing the past. A past time many indulge in. Even myself. Some how it can bring people closer. It can re-shape ties. Old bonds are reformed.
But we must remember to keep it within its limits. The past is the past for a reason. It is held in our memory. With its own time frame and condition.
We learn from our past, we laugh about it and we are brought back to those times...whatever good or bad time.

But most importantly, we have to learn to move on from our past.
Sad memories, good times, both of which make us who we are today. the past is equally important in shaping ourselves because every action taken before has an impact on us now.
However, besides that. We must also learn to let go. Let go of the past things that are still haunting us. Keeping us in a cage. Holding us back from the present and the future.
Because holding on is not going to help to explore your limits. To give your best. Your 110%.
So, know the difference between pondering on how much you've grown from the past and building your present and future on you past.

The future.
I did think so something to write just now. Don't really remember anymore. After a little 'help', i decided not to write anything bout it la. Maybe a another time if i remember. haha.

The present is what you should take most importance in,....maybe? haha. don't really know. But wihout a present, there is no past to explore and future to look ahead to right?

To end, a quote i remember...

The devil looks at your past, people look at your present, but GOD looks at your FUTURE.

Cheers. =P

2008-10-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy!

This is the first year since...Form 2 that i get to go for our prize-giving day. Well, fine. I only didn't go last year. I really didn't think i would actually have the chance to go this year either ma. Well, turns out i can go cause of my PMR results.

The picture that i wasn't in. Haha. o wells. anyways... can't blog anymore for now cause the blogger is a bit haywire. Will come back another time. Haha

Cheers...

ISCF dinner

2008-10-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

I had a great night tonight!
We had our ISCF dinner.
It was a steamboat thing.
No pics to show.
Phone spoilt since forever. Haha.
Had a great time though.

As people call it...
Bonding time.
It was great to be able to laugh so much again.
Haven't been doing that in a long, long, long time, eh?
Haha.

That's why we went for steamboat.
Teacher said got more time to talk.
At first didn't really la.
Everyone was busy cooking and eating.
Concentrating on food.

Once that was done...
Well half-way through
Everyone got hyper
Especially Claire Chang...
My changi friend..

Haha.
So all had a great time laughing.

Will remember this night.
Great memories.
Especially with the Form 5's
Thanks all for making the dinner possible.

Haha.

Cheers! =P

After exam phase...

2008-10-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

I have SOO MANY things i wana say right now. So many things i wana write that i don't know where to start. ( Wow.. just realise that blogging is thonly time i write essays besides during exams.)

Here's a list of things i thought of blogging about...(can't belive i came up with this...of all things. Haiz)

List of movies, tv series and animes that i'ver watch. Why does that suddenly sound so lame?
Plans for the end of the year! =P hehe.
Things i need/have to do.
Personal reflection on resolution.. not that i actually wanted it. I just made it for fun.
Some tag thingie. Haha. Lambat ma.

With this i wana wish myself luck and happy blogging! Cheers! =P
A bit sleepy. Quite sleepy. Sleepy. Very Sleepy. Too sleepy.
Blame it on exams.!! haha

Cheers.=P

20.10.2008

2008-10-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

This is a Monday to remember.

Maryann took two panadols today. This is how it happened.

Maryann got her period today. Sobs. Well.. not that bad la. Just that she had period pain along with it. She thought it was fine at first. But no...Got much worse in school and she didn't bring panadol. So, she brought Felicia to Sickroom to take panadol.

And they decided to stay there. Hehe.

She wouldn't want to tell how long they spent in there.

Took the school's all new panadol menstrual.

Mourned and whined for another half hour.

Couldn't stand the pain anymore, Maryann courageously took another panadol.

This time not trusting the ineffective panadol menstrual, Maryann took the normal panadol.

To her great relive, it did not hurt as much as before.

Felicia asked her whether it was a coincidence?

What do you think?

Maybe it was just the panadol taking effect.

And to conclude..

As of today, Maryann Chang Le Yen will not trust panadol menstrual anymore.

"Isn't it strange and a little funny how the normal panadol worked better than the panadol specially for period pains.." thought Maryann and Elaine agreed with her.

ANywaySs...

Maryann's bra-ther SEAN CHANG FANG is coming home in two months time on the 19 December. His birthday is a day after his return, on the 20 Dec.

Which.

Is.

Exactly.

Two.

Months.

From.

Today.

Maryann is getting more and more excited as she informs more and more people.

This is Maryann's second post about his coming home. It is the SEAN CF Homecoming. Wonder whether he would in simmilarities between him and Si Tenggang.

Maryann is also very excited as exam is coming to a close very soon. What makes it better, the only papers left for her to sit consist mainly of objective papers.

=P

And that was Maryann's little adventure on her 7th day of exam.

Cheers. =P

Weddings..? 5 things i learnt

2008-10-19T02:07:00.000-07:00

What God has united let men not divide.

Well, i attended a wedding on Saturday morning. I wasn't related to the anyone but it was my church unc;e's son's wedding. haha. I went because i haven't been to a wedding, especially one held in church for a long time.

I felt very excited when i got there. Haha. Not sure why. But it certainly was a very auspicious day where everyone puts on their best smile..NOT because they have to but because there is no reason not to.

It. Is. A. Wedding.

I was thinking why i was so excited for someone's wedding more than my cousin's when he had his. ( Not that i wasn't excited. ) Then it all occurred to me. Maybe it was because this wedding was held at a church. Some how, it seems a hundred times more meaningful than any other forms of wedding..BTW, my cousin had his in KL. And my mum said we didn't have to go. Fine la.. now i regret..a little.

HAHA. Next thing on the agenda,

Today, during youth in church, we had an interesting session. We talked about the "Ideal Mate". I know. Quite off-key, lame and all right. But i have got to agree that it was really enlightening. I mean, shouldn't you know some things you want to have in the 'opposite gender'. so called. Not just in your partner la, but in normal friends. Or good friends, friends you would wana hang out with. Got me thinking there. " This is the first time i actually thought about it. If it wasn't for this session, would i have even thought about it?" The answer : Most probably not. I'm sure most people are like that. They actually just go through life like that. I do too. Having friends but sometimes not bothering to know the kind of influence they might have on you. Here, i'm not saying u have to choose your friends. I think you should be friends and a be a good friend to everyone. But, here's my catch. Don't get to close to people whom you think don't bring good influence upon your life...with good reasons of course. =P
Which brings me to the topic of freinds.

Last night, i had to confess to a freind to a friend about some bad things lo. I HOPE SHE WILL FEEL BETTER SOON. =D

Well, as i was saying. The thing kinda involve some lies here and there. This that, this that. Can't exactly explain too much for now. But, i certainly can explain this.

1. Be a good friend. I must say, sometimes its really hard for us ( trust me i have recently found out ). Well, by telling my friend the stuff like i did, i might have become an untrustworthy person to some. But, i think it was worth it. A lot. It lifted her spirits. At least i hope it did. =P

What i am trying to say is know where you stand between friends. That does not mean take sides. But, be a friend you think you would want. You know, "do unto others what you want others to do unto you". Dont be a SUPERFICIAL friend.
2. Also, lend a ear. To anyone. And make sure they know it. Especially your friends. I just found out that i can be very ignorant to others. but, try it. I found that a small does go a LONG WAY. =P A friend in need is a friend indeed, right?

3. Try to be yourself. Be true to yourself. Well, not that you aren't. In a way it means not being shy in expressing your views. Or. Just simply knowing them. And others say something you don't entirely agree upon, don't just agree. Or disagree, Think a bout. Make the best effort to compromise without losing stand in what you belief in.
I have realise something.

I have come to a point where i talk crap.

Well anyways... Got one more thing i just found out lo. Or two. Make it 5.

4. I should not marry a non- Christian. To some of you it may sound lame. Like.. if i'm one, i don't really mind that my spouse isn't or whatever ever la. Well, learnt that in the Old Testament strictly does not approve/encourage?( not sure ) us to marry people of other religions. Given the reasons, i trust that doing that is right. I use to not really care. But, i guess if it is important to God, it should be important to me too. This somehow makes marrying in church super d meaningful and special now.

5. Making the right decision is vital. Even though it might not seem so in the short run.

Well, i think these are the few things i have come to realise the past week. Have you learnt something applicable in you life lately? =P Cause i sure did.

Hope everyone will have a great week ahead and good luck in exams..which goes to me too! =P

Lastly,

I wana say that Christmas is coming soon!
And my bra-ther, SEAN CHANG FANG is coming back on December 19! Hip hip hooray! =P

Cheeers! =P

Another reason...

2008-10-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

FELICIA says...

"I want to learn how to drive cause i can go out any time I want."

Hmmm... then i thought

" I punteng can go out wan le."

Heehe. So guess that can't be a reason for me. Well.. maybe SOMETIMES lo.

On the first day of Christmas ( i mean exam.. ) i felt nervous and scared
cause didn't know what to expect for paper 3.

On the second day of exam, i felt that i was ready to face exams for the week.. kinda...

On the third day of exam, i thought a week of exams has past.

WOw.! Methyl orange colours! Opps. Can't see the yellow. Oh wellis.

Today it is the fourth day of exam.
On the fourth day of exam, i am scared of tomorrow's Bio paper
but really want to sleep redi.

I have decided
That just for this exam i will not
And i mean NOT
discuss my answers cause all it will do is make my heart break more
AND MORE...
AND SOME MORE.....

So I'm trying to save my little vulnerable heart
By secluding myself from people how just love to discuss their answers
Even though there is
Like this huge, big risk of knowing their mistake.
AND to think i was like that too..

Not this term...
Na-ah!
Just for the term where i'm sure to fail.
Nyehehehe.

" Failure is the mother to success"
-English Idiom-

Cheers. =P

First Time

2008-10-08T02:52:00.000-07:00

My first post! haha.

Do you know that this is also the first time i actually wana learn how to drive? Haha. Just thought of a reason when i was waiting for my bra-der to pick me up.

Reason:

I wana go driving at the countryside alone sometimes...SOMETIMES ONLY LA.

Haha. Wrote this crap thing cause have not written anything down and the silly Blogger.com thought my blog is a spam blog. Haha. Lamo.

Guess this is all for now. Not even suppose to blog. All the Blogger.com wan fault.

Cheers.=P